Church folks is something else you go to church for help are to find comfort are find love are find what you can’t find in your family but they wost in your family church folks they tell your business even the preacher they tell your businesses to church folks is bad than Sinners for real they talk about you like dog it hurt more wost because you think church folks they wouldn’t do that church folks is the wost to and they have they little you and the big you for real they have pick church folks they do you wrong so bad you for get what you came to church for for real church folks they fight each other they cussing each other than they thinking why we can’t get new folks and they sing the same song over and over again the Church choir fight each other who going to be the leave singer \240are if someone picks them to they fight i don’t want to sing but post be doing for god

How did it make you feel after you got rape

I was Scared and fear i didn’t want nobody touching me i didn’t tust nobody i wonder if i wouldn’t got rape how my life would have been because i have to be grow after i didn’t have nobody to talk to about my rape everybody just push me away i start making out with others kids that is my cousins i was shameful for use have sex with little kids but i was a kid to but made my fult was kid i didn’t know what i was doing some time wonder how feel having sex with my rapes now its was more than one.. mommy don’t leave me alone them mommy please but she go with my aunt anyway please don’t rape me please dont rape but they rape me anyway . I use go over my aunt for the summer my cousin girlfriend got mad at me for putting up the mind figure up at her so she buy everybody something else me i sit there’s and cry that hurt my feelings im getting mad now because what the point nobody still not listen to me you doing for you so can heal don’t nobody believe me what im saying ok you believe it that’s all it matters ok people just label me that made me feel bad all the time see what wrong with me don’t label me I didn’t have children hood i didn’t have teenage hood eve there