The gathering of KLA students from Kuala Lumpur, Perth, and Singapore was nothing short of amazing. It was incredible seeing the way Kingdomcity culture did not change no matter where we were, from the moment we walked into the Hub - we were greeted by so many students. There was so much hugging and embraces showing that even though we hadn't previously met, we were all one family. It definitely embodies the feels like home atmosphere that Ps. Mark and Jem work so hard to maintain.
Initially, I was feeling a little anxious about Ps. Tim Hall purely due to the way others had described him and I personally found him intimidating. Listening to the wisdom he shared during his sessions were profound and eye opening especially learning about the true interpretation of the Bible and fully understanding what it meant to have the power of God within us. It really encouraged all of us to pray for each other and to strive for more depth in our faith and our beliefs.
Hearing all the testimonies, revelations and transformations from others doing KLA fueled the admiration of Gods love for us and His grace and goodness. I also realised that throughout a lot of the year, I felt the need to strive for Gods love and to strive to match the pace of others when the reality is that I'm on my own timeline and comparison kills unity. I had the revelation that Gods love is not something that I need to work for, it's readily available and I only need to understand that His love is that of a Fathers. I think I believed this in my head but didn't fully comprehend and believe it in my heart. Learning about God and His goodness from Ps. Tim Hall really helped make that revelation more concrete.
Prior to the trip, I was always quite curious as to what happens when people get slain in the spirit - the feelings, the images, the revelations and as Ps. Tim got up to start revealing the power of God and almost everyone got slain - I remember feeling fearful as he was coming down the line of people. I had some bizarre thoughts of manifesting and there was a lot of anxiety about the unknown and it took a lot of praying against fear and knowing that God only has plans for peace and love. As Ps. Tim Hall got to me, it was a moment of peace like never before and I wanted to stay in that moment for as long as possible. It also took me back into memories of learning how to ride a bike and showing that even when it feels like I'm on my own - He is with me. When I first got up, I started to question if this was my flesh wishfully wanting visions or if it was from God. This I also realised is the overthinking I did in a lot of situations when God was speaking to me but I choose to trust that it was from God and it was showing me that I'm never alone and that He has equips me as He appoints me.